Upon reading the article in the Watchtower of November 1995 (?) about the elongating of the 'generation' count, I became wide awake. However, my family ties are so strong and they all are such JW heavies/hardcore that since then I've been confined to 'spiritual jail' inside the WTBTS in order to keep peace and togetherness.
It's a high emotional price to pay. Living a lie is at times unbearable, and the older I become, the more it bothers me to live this way.
DY